im sorry but that was just SICK.........

winter breaks over.. my last winter break of HIGH SCHOOL. YES!!!!!

happy new year

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lp REPTAR 69 (8:52:22 PM): everyones always like how muych do you way

what did i do today...

i left my house around oh.. 11 something and went to the bank. went to northgate. went to alderwood. all not on the freeway dont ask me why.. ask my mom why.  while sitting in my car at alderwood cuz it was jam freakin packed and pissing me off.. as i was turning i heard a CLANK! under my chair. i was starving. i put my hand back there to see what that noise was.. and low and behold.. it was an XS DRINK!!! so i decided to drink that thing up instead of being pissed off about parking and stuff.  man alderwood sucks. so yeah. i got 2 shirts from the gap and the line was so freakin longgg i was gonna kill myself. and i think thats it. i already exchanged my express sweater at the northgate one so yeah man.  getting out of alderwood took forever. freakin a. i hate it.  so i wanted to go to nordstrom rack to see if they had my shoes.. but i had to go the "long" way cuz if i went the "short" way.. it woudda been jam packed with cars.. so yeah.  i found my shoes.. black or grey? i kinda wanted the grey ones but for some reason they were more $$ so i got the black ones.. oh well.  man i had to pee so bad at nordstrom rack. hahahaha. that energy drink went right through me.. so i did my thing and THE LINE WAS SO LONG.. omy geee... after i paid i finally decided to head home. the longgg drive home was so boring man. the sun was in my eyes the whole time.. it was making me roar. i stopped by safeway to get some food cuz i hadnt eaten anything allllllllllll day besides my energy drink. so yeah. HERE I AM.. what am i going to do tonight. probably nothing... if nothing comes up.. i'll probably do my homework that was due the day before break... hahahaha....

AHHH im so tired.. i dont know why but lately i havent been able to sleep. it takes me like.. hours before i can actually fall asleep and when i do.. i wake up on and off. THEN IT TAKES ME FOREVER AGAIN to fall asleep.  i need drugs.. nyquil baby.  i cant wait to paint my room and all that stuff but that probably isnt happening til summer.. but thats ok cuz i dunno what color i wanna paint it yet. then i get to go to ikea to make my room look cooooooool. it sognna be aweosme. its so relaxing right now cuz of the lanterns. hahahaha. AND ITS CLEAN!!! yeah, lets see how long it can stay clean for.  hrmmmmm.. i dunno if i should return my dayhiker pack from the north face cuz yeah it was a lot of $$ and i might need that money.  i didnt take the tag off yet but yeah man. new years is coming up *O FACE* i cant believe its already 2005. THE YEAR IM GRADUATING!! i cant wait to get outta shorewood cuz its poo poo.  excited for 2nd semester. yes yes yes yes! and uhmmm yeah. PHO TONIGHT!

man i feel like such a big baller! i got so much money for christmas! Muahahaha........ too bad its going into my savings account with the rest of my money!!!!!!

CHRISTMAS....

what did i get..
clothes
money
roxy lanterns
flip flop candles
face wash stuff
coach purse
adidas bag(AHHH ITS THE ONE I WANTED!!)
beanie/gloves/scarf

yes sir.

merry christmas to you too

i am sad.  sad i am.

teeeeeeeheeeheee just kidding

i love you

SOOOOOO.. no cavities for ME! yes yes! hahahahaha. i got my energy drinks YESSSSSSSSSSS!! soooooooo good. what else did i do today.. hrmm. i ate so much today =/ NOT GOOD... i had jack in the crack.. chicken sandwich and cheesecake then i had chickenstrips from TOP FOODS then juice. and a grilled sandwich &yogurt for lunch/breakfast. and now i had my PEPPERMINT HOT CHOCOLATE FROM STARBUCKS. SOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOD. thanks HAO!! hahaha. dunno what im going to do tomorrow BUT.... ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS EVE!!! im excited. not for the presents but.. family time. yes im gay. family time is awesome because.. IT MEANS FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!! yes i AM a fat kid. hahahaha anyways... the picture below are my cousins. sabrina and conner. so cute..

so far this break...

falling asleep on couches ;]
being a fat kid
watching movies
watching tv
video games
red robins
food shopping
ice cream, swedish fish and chocolate covered gummi bears for breakfast
getting tortured by the best friend
more movies
late night talks
shopping
being bored outta my mind

winter break started!! two weeks of no school!!!

this little one is excited :lol:

why do people hate others, even if they dont know that person?
why do people talk shit about others behind their backs, are they too scared to say it to their face?

why do people try to be fake?
why not just be yourself??

that... has never made any sense to me...

yesterday was my moms birthday.. got her a nice card and clothes. from the store i love. EXPRESS. enough said about express. <3 that store.  went to the mall with lisa for about.. 3 hours. yup. some scary guy was looking at me uhh.. yeah. went to church, saw andrew for the last time cuz he left this morning to go to the philippinesss... cant wait to see what he brings back! YEEYUH!  then i went to my grandmas for dinner.  ate A LOT.. then watched cristian be a g and play the guitar. CAKE time.. we sat around and talked about memories of my mom. lots of laughter.. wow. thennn... went home. talked to my lover fifi and called it a night.

i woke up with the hugest urge to go pee.. man i had to pee so bad. so i did. then when i came back down my phone was ringing and it was matt.. he was coming to drop his huge shoes off.  he came and yeah.  going to downtown today so spend some time with my mother.. and spend some money. weeee.. =/  thennn homework time. yes!.... not.

~ISHALIA

GAY. the fight was gay. i wanted to see a REAL FIGHT. oh well. maybe i'll have to cause one to see one. YEAH RIGHT......

today is friday.. hung out with the best friend for a bit. here i am at home. hungry.. i gotta go to the store to get bread so i can make a REAL GRILLED SANDWICH.. lasts night sandwich was good.. but not good enough. im gonna master our griller. hahahahaha. 

tonight.. i have no idea whats going on tonight.. probably hang out with matt and andrew and other people i guess cuz andrew's leaving for the PI on sunday morning. oh yes i have to get my mother a birthday present cuz tomorrow's her birthday ;] not late at all. oh well.. its the thought that counts so yeeeyuh niggie.

damn, i just ate a grilled sandwich.. WOW.. it was so good. hahahahaha. im stuffed now. i feel like eating candy.. like reese pieces.. i think its cuz i read fifi's profile. oh well. 

oh yes, i wanna see oceans 12. uhmmmmm yeah. i dont know.

THINGS THAT BRING A SMILE TO MY UGLY FACE
-food
-juice
-late night phone calls
-best friends
-being complimented on BUT I DONT FISH FOR COMPLIMENTS cuz thats just gay
-being hugged
-music
-jewelry.. i dont know why it just looks pretty
-knowing that you care
-you[not you someone else]
-clothes
-sleep
-when its sunny
-lipgloss
-cool water
-i'll finish this later people are on :)

~ISHALIA

song: matchbook romance- my stories your alibis

this rain needs to go away. its been raining almost all week. ROAR i hate the rain. like nichelle said, i hate it how my pants are too long for me and the bottoms get wetter and wetter.  yes.  i hate that too.  i hate rolling my pants up. so it can SNOW! and fifi knows why. ;]

i just want it to snow so i can go to the park with that special someone and sit there JUST KIDDING.  that would be romantic but no.. none of that.  please son!  besides with fifi. hahaha jk fifi <3  snow ball fights with the kids would be awesome.  watching the snow fall.. sitting by the fire after.. drinking hot chocolate.  now that.. would be awesome. and no school. YES!!

first semester is almost over.  about 2 months left. am i excited? yes siree!  2nd semester classes should look like this:
1. Power volleyball, if i can get in with justin's help
2. Gourmet foods
3. i need a class here
4. AP statistics
5. none
6. none
COOL HUH?

second semester should hopefully fly by with mid winter break and spring break.. those should be something awesome to look forward to.. also prom and my birthday.. and graduation. im so excited to get outta this hell hole piece of crap.  moving onto college.. the "mature" but kid in disguise life.  i can't wait.  soooooooooo excited for my future. and so should you be.

damn, it seems like this is going to be the last time im blogging cuz im writing so much. oh well, it gives fifi something to read cuz shes the only one that reads this crap i write. and maybe tiff.. and alex. anywayssss...

i hate it when i get my hopes up for something.. then it comes crashing down.. i hate it.  it makes me cry. *tear*

i wanna see oceans 12 because brad pitt is a hottie.. jk. i like movies like that. they are freakin awesome. and national treasure.. i guess.

my mind is blanking on what to write.. i lost my train of thought. oh well.

tomorrow is friday. the best day outta the week... it should be a fun day, if all goes well.  i guess.

i was supposed to go to deck the hall ball with lisa and ryo. but yeahh.. ITS OK LISA.  i had my reason not to go and yes... i hope its fun.. DANIEL! tell me about it later buddy. we'll pretend like i was there.

this weekend. friday.. hang out with jhen? saturday is my moms birthday.. sunday. church.. and the beloved homework. awesome weekend?.. maybe =/

i'll never be first in your book...

ok, its time to change my blog and crap.

~ISHALIA

yes. just say it to my face. for once. just say it to my face instead of behind my back.

friday.. was gay cuz yeah. slept mostly.

saturday.. saw fifi at the drill invitational. made fun of teams. went to uncle dondi's after for dannys birthday thing

sunday.. went to church.. came home slept and then went to josh's

monday.. 8 hours of homework.

tuesday.. school was gay. i hate the rain. make it go away. it needs to SNOW.

i hate being sick. all i do is sleep and i feel soooooo lazy.

going to the sw invitational today to see my fifi. and jhen perform. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

happy birthday danny&laura!