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| loser |
| 09.30.03 (4:57 pm) [edit] |
"we the people of the united states, inorder to form a more perfect union, establish justice, insure domestic tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general welfar, and secure the blessing of liberty to ourselves and our posterity, do ordain and establish this constitution for the united states of america"-- the preamble yeah my homework
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1. First Grade Teacher Name? Mrs. Jennings
2. Last Words you said: yeahhh niggggaaa
3. Last Song you Sang? usher- nice and slow
4. Last Person you hugged? danilo
5. Last Thing you Laughed at? phil/joanne/toquyen
6. Last Time you said `I Love you' and meant it? yesterday
7. Last Time you cried. uhh.. my eyes watered up this morning cuz i was about to cry
8. What's in your CD Player John Mayer- heavier things
9. What color socks are you wearing? white
10. What's under your bed? junk?
11. What time did you wake up today? the alarm went off at 5:45.. then i got up at 6:25
12. Current Taste sunny d
13. Current Hair straight flat down
14. Current Clothes red shirt from pacsun, jeans LEI baby, socks, underwear type stuff.. we wont get into that cuz you dont need to know =)
15. Current Annoyance your face
16. Current Longing dancing
17. Current Desktop Picture sunset.. its so prettyy
18. Current Worry school, that people will stop liking me =(
19. Current Hate clowns, spiders, homework/school
20. Favorite Physical feature of the opposite appropriate sex eyes, hair, smile, good taste in clothes... including shoes. and taller than me.. which should be easy cuz im short
21. Last CD you bought john mayer baby
22. Favorite Place to be the beach, chillin at my friends house, or just out with friends, california
23. Least Favorite Place the boonies (aka where kyle lives) and SCHOOL
24. Time you wake up in the morning for school.. 6:20 ish, weekends if nothings going on then at like 10-11 depends on what time i sleep
25. If you could play an instrument drums nigga
26. Favorite Color baby blue, white, baby pink, im starting to like red
27. Do you believe in an Afterlife yes
28. How Tall are you? 5'1 1/2 last time i got checked
29. Current favorite word/saying yeah nigga
30. Favorite Book uhhh... green eggs and ham?
31. Favorite Season Summer
32. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to from the dead.. my grandpa cuz i never knew what he was like and i wanna know what he was like cuz all my aunts and uncles & mom and grandma are just silly.. so it'd be cool to get to know him. then from my past.. i have no idea.. im some what good with keeping in touch.. =/
33. Favorite Day friday
34. Where would you like to go? austrialia.. i dunno how to spell it. and europe one day
35. What is your career going to be like? i wanna be like.. a foresenic scientist or just something along the lines of that. stop making fun of me aneesh
36. How many kids do you want 2-3
37. Favorite Car one that i want when i get older.. a lexus or bmw
38. Type a line you remember from any book i dont really read..
39. A Random lyric well i think the time has come to tell you how i feel about everything thats been inside my mind since the day we crossed the line into this real life fantasy.. cuz ive poured my heart into the last 3 years wondering what i should do....
40. Identify some of the things surrounding your computer: post it notes, a huge box of tissues for when i cry, white out, highlighters, pen, glue, advil, nailpolish, speakers, webcam, pictures, the bear..
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| DiPPY`S |
| 09.29.03 (12:45 pm) [edit] |
ok my moms watching 2020 and they're talking about like.. enhancing your facil stuff like.. making your ass bigger.. or lips fuller. its.. sick. yeah if you wanna make your ass bigger.. steal some ass-age from me =)
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soo.. today was an ordinary day.. i was so tired cuz i didn`t get as much sleep over the weekend like i usually do. so i was tired during school, i couldn`t stop yawing in 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th.. 1st was kinda boring. i got my math test back.. yeah i did ok on it cuz i didnt know what the heck i was doing. 2nd period i took a quiz.. and i hope i aced that. 3rd period, nothing really happened. 4th period i had to do my speech. i went first.. it was just me and jake. after that i took a quiz on chpt 1-7 on the scarlet letter. i did ok on it. lunch was interesting. 5th period i took another quiz and probably failed it. 6th period was good cuz we didn't do anything cuz we had like a guest speaker and the fire alarm went off. after school, aneesh took kim, and christine and me to mcdonalds.. and i got dippy's. yeah nigga, it was so yums. after that i was hyper and i couldn't really stop talking.. yup. i went home after that and took a lonnggg niceee nap. woke up at like 5:30 and sat at the computer.. and i have been here ever since.. besides the time i was talking to my aunt on the phone.. yup. i barely got any homework.. which is a good thing but im doing my homework thats due on wednesday too. and i should start reading chpts 8-13 and doing the study guid questions.. yup..
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teeeeheee.. i finally got the john mayer cd.. finalllyyyy.. yayer! yeah im listening to in now.. it rocks =) bye bye gotta get back to school stuff =(
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| Shorewood/ Shorecrest FB game/ Friday Night |
| 09.27.03 (4:21 pm) [edit] |
ADDED ON AT THE BOTTOM.. so go look
well, it looks like i did to go the Shorewood/Shorecrest football game. but first i went to lisa`s house so we could go together and cheri was there. yeah, cuz i didn`t have to wait in line for like 50 years cuz lisa told the guy that i was working in the concession stand too. yay! so no lines for me =) so, i didn`t really know anyone that was going to the game.. but i just wanted to go to have fun and all that good stuff. i stayed with lisa and her friends til like.. half time. and shorewood was down by like.. 7 =( yeah it was 14 -7 shoreCREST stupid school .. JK. i guess Shorewood was hella scared cuz.. i heard people saying.. "WHO LOSES TO SHORECREST?!?!"... yeah. then i chilled with danilo, abe, and justin. i hadn't seen abe in AGES cuz he moved schools. yup. i dunno abe wanted to start a fight with this guy? or something like that from shorecrest (probably) so justin was like "ok.. its time to get as far away from abe as possible" so we start walking off. and i guess the guy abe wanted to fight was after justin`ss little brother.. soooooo that dude came after justin and had a little talk with him. and i was like shiiiiiiiiit so i went to go find danilo cuz i didn't wanna get introuble of anything happened, which he had disappeared to somewhere. yup. i "took" danilo's dollar and when i wouldn't give it back to him.. he PICKED me up and put me over his shoulders and started spinning. oh man.. i was so fucking dizzy after that i couldn't walk straight. abe kept telling danilo to stop cuz he was scared something was gonna happen to me. THEN danilo did it AGAIN. yeah after that i was scared of him. oh yeah! i saw mr.daniel!!!! he lied to me and said he wasn't gonna go to the game.. just to the dance, cuz he had to go.. it was nice to see him :-) anyways, it was near the end of the game with about a minute to go.. i think? and we scored.. yeeyuh!! so it was tied.. and went into double triple overtime.. in the last overtime shorecrest scored.. but i guess their fieldgoal or w/e wasnt good cuz it was 20-14 shorecrest.. so now... it was shorewood's turn and we scored.. YEEYUH.. everyone went crazyyyyyy... it was great. then we won.. yup 21-20 SHOREWOOD. it was soooooo loud everyone was going crazyyy once again.. cuz it wouldda been sad if we lost the game cuz we've never lost a game against shorecrest for as long as i can remember. after that i saw aneesh and asked him for a ride home cuz i didn't really wanna walk/look for lisa. sooo, aneesh, & tony, & tyler, & josh, & me walked out to aneesh's car. yeah josh's voice was so funny cuz he sorta lost it.. and the whole time he kept on saying "WHO WON THE GAME..I'VE BEEN CONTEMPLATING ABOUT IT.." about something around those lines.. yeah.. i couldn't stop laughing cuz of his voice and the words he kept using. other people were laughing too and tony would just be like "SHORE-WOOOOOOD" in his one voice. we stood out in the parking lot for a bit then went to tony's & tyler's car. then drove to dan's house.. then we were outside for like.. 2 seconds then went to tony's house. oh shit.. it was so funny there.. i couldn't stop laughing there either. we just chilled on the couch.. they just all used me as a pillow cuz im comfortable? and quiet. so they could sleep. those guys [tony, tyler, josh, aneesh] are hilarious.. even though i didnt talk much.. i had a great time.. dude, tony's dog is HUGE.. its like.. taller than me if it stands up.. and its name is otis i believe.. and his tail is a tad bit out of porportion. oh yeah, i got my first "BLOW JOB" from josh he gave me and tony one.. he lifted up our foot and blew into our pants.. hahaha DONT ASK.. after stuff went down and dan got there.. kevin had also gotten there around the same time.. and i guess when tony and kevin were talking on the phone cuz tony was telling him to come.. he told kevin to bring some shit.. lmfao so he did.. he brought a staple gun, a putter, a toothpick.. and some other SHIT.. yeah.. we all started laughing cuz kevin`s funny.. when josh went to use the bathroom me and aneesh left them all so they could go out and do there thing. so we just chilled.. yup.. i had a great time. i got home before like.. 1 and went straight to sleep cuz i had the PSAT class at 8:30 in the morning or whatever. but yeah.. it was one of the best days ever.
yup, i just got back from that PSAT thing and it was the most useless pointless thing ever cuz all we did was shit from the book. which is what i could have done ON MY OWN.. but actually.. knowing myself i probably would have never done it. for lunch, kim & aneesh & dan & me went to ASIAN PLACE it was pretty yums. yup. after that we had to go back to school for the rest of the class.. and it was the most boringest thing ever and the whole class was like.. falling asleep.. cuz it was READING.. and i HATE reading.. yup. i kinda got a lot of homework to do.. i have tonight and tomorrow to do all of my homework.. someone pleeeeeeeeeeeeease help me on my speech!!
ADDED ON ok so i was bored and i was looking at random xangas and i landed on this one girls page.. who i have no idea who she is.. and she had this survey.. but im gonna change it up.. so here it goes..
You pick 20 people from your xanga list & give them a message annonomously so cross out xanga and dont put tblog cuz i only have like 5 people for tblog.. and im gonna do this with my BUDDY LIST.. so have fun figuring out which one is you =)
1.you are the best mother fucker ever cuz you always talk to me, make me laugh, and you are fun to hang out with when i see you.. every.. 2034 years 2.thanks for everything you've done for me cuz you've done so much and i would have probably been dead by now if it wasnt for you 3.i get jealous of you at times 4. i love you 5. i don't understand how or why the way you are 6. thanks for the rides homieee 7. you're such a cutie 8. do you hate me? 9. i get jealous cuz of you at times, but i know that i shouldn't 10. you are one crazy mofo 11. slow your roll homiee 12. i'm glad we're still friends 13. why do you do so much shit talking???? you should STOP.. yeah 14. you take good care of me =] 15. you are one funny man 16. i hope we'll always be friends cuz you always say positive things about me.. which i think aren`t true.. but thanks =] 17. omfg i have no idea what'd i do without you cuz you've taught me so much and you're the person that i can go to for anything.. and we talk more.. YAY cuz its something called.. having something incommon.. hahhahahaha i always have a great time talking to you and i miss you!! 18. why did you do those things.. i never thought you would/could or ever think of doing those things.. and i still don't think you've changed yet from the past 19. how am i related to you?? 20. you're so prettyyyyyyy and take the best webcam pictures =]
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| why does my heart hurt? |
| 09.26.03 (4:21 pm) [edit] |



old school picture
 the famous O FACE
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that is a good question.. that i cannot answer.. but i really dont know why my heart hurts.. and it really does hurt.. =( help meeee...
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I'm lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart For times when my life seems so low It would make me believe what tomorrow can bring When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home Away from these long, lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too? Does the feeling seem oh, so right?
And what would you say if I called on you now? And said that I can't hold on? There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Ooh, what are you thinking of What are you thinking of What are you thinking of What are you thinking of
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong, so wrong
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getting OVER it (possibly)
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| 09.26.03 (3:37 pm) [edit] |
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ok.. so after typing everything out.. i decided to delete it all and let no one see it.. why? because its just the way i've been feeling lately and nobody probably wants to read about it. and they shouldn't have to know why i feel the way i feel.. and i should just probably tell that person what im feeling lately.. but thats probably not gonna happen.. so bye
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| nerd rocks |
| 09.25.03 (3:56 pm) [edit] |
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yay!! bubble tea today!! finallllllyyy.. i havent had it in so long.. i believe the last time was when kuya andrew's parents got it for meee... good old summer memories =) school has been going ok.. i have a speech coming up monday.. and i have no idea what to do for it. i have a test on monday for internet and html and i still gotta read the books and take notes from them. then a chem quiz monday. tenzins birthday is on monday too. i believe we're going to red robins for her birthday.. yay! i was there last week for lisa's birthday =) then the PSATs class on saturday from 8:30-3:30.. so fucking longgg. then the shorewood/shorecrest game/dance on friday... those suckers should be ready to lose TEEHEE.. jkid. ;) no dance for me though. lets seee.. gotta find people to go with to the gameee.. yup. what else.. bleh math test tomorrow. oh well. im off to do homework now.
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| from alex/tiff's blog |
| 09.24.03 (2:35 pm) [edit] |
I see: the computer screen
I need: to drink something
I want: school to end
I have: books?
I wish: school would end
I love: my family and kuyas and my friends (the one with benefits esp har har)
I hate: School
I miss: sleeping
I fear: being alone
I feel: tired
I hear: a ton of computers running and the noise the keyboard makes when i type
I smell: nothing?
I crave: dicks cheeseburgers w/strawberry shake.. OR bubble tea
I search: i dont know
I wonder: why they call fish n chips.. fish n chips
I regret: not that many things
LAST TIME YOU....
Smiled? i am right now
Laughed? a couple minutes ago at joanne
Cried? last night
Bought something? cheese bagel and cream cheese for lunch
Danced? today before school started while i was in the bathroom
Were sarcastic? today
Kissed someone? sunday
Watched your favorite movie? before school started<- the little rascals, finding nemo> Had a nightmare? i dont remember
LAST....
Last book you read: im reading the 5th harry potter right now
Last movie you saw: Cradle 2 The Grave
Last song you heard: uhmmm... suga suga
Last thing you had to drink: Water
Last time you showered: today in the morning
Last thing you ate: bagel and cream cheese
DO YOU...
Smoke? no
Do drugs? no
Sleep with stuffed animals? they're just in my bed so yeah sure
Live in the moment? i try
Have a dream that keeps coming back? nope
Play an instrument? i used to play the piano
Believe there's life on other planets? there probably is
Remember your first love? yeah
Read the newspaper? no
Have any gay or lesbian friends? no
Believe in miracles? yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? of course
Consider yourself tolerant of others? yes
Consider love a mistake? no
Like the taste of alcohol? ewwww no
Have a favorite candy? yup
Have any secrets? yeah everyone does
Have any pets? no
DO YOU...
Do well in school? i do average
Go to or plan to go to college? yeah i do Talk to strangers who instant message you? yeah then i stop after 5 minutes
Wear hats? Sometimes
Have any piercinngs? yes
Have any tattoos? no
Hate yourself? sometimes
Collect anything? clothes
Have a best friend? yes who doesnt
Like your handwriting? no
Have any bad habits? yes
Care about looks? most of the time.. nooo but he has to just be decent looking...
thast all folks
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| porn?! i think NOT!! |
| 09.23.03 (3:58 pm) [edit] |

we got our asb card thingers todayyyyy yay!! today was a normal day.. yup. besides i hugged my little brother todayyyy.. felt like giving hugs today.. but i only gave one.. so YEAH nothing to say ok bye
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| no sex today |
| 09.22.03 (6:38 pm) [edit] |
--10:09 ok i just got done with like 6 hours of HOMEWORK.. bleh so much english homework !!!!!!!!!!! i hate it anyways.. another day at school tomorrow =/ sounds like so much fun.. its like the 4th week of school.. a couple more weeks and its homecomingggg.. i need a dateeeee i have a dress.. but someone needs to ask me. yup yup i have the psats coming up too noooooooooo!!!!!!! lets see.. kuya andrew's birthday is coming up too.. same with tenzins.. and i have my speech next week.. =/ blah that should be a pain in the ass.....
-------- yayer! today we got out at 120 like usual. pat gave me a ride hoooooooome. so i got home around 130.. nobody was home so i just laid on top of the stairs and just.. relaxed.. it was nice =) then like an hourl ater my brother came home with MCDONALDS YES!! I WAS STARVING!!! then lets see.. i started doing my homework =) i am a good girl today. thennnnn went to sam's club and bought 60 bucks worth of food. yeah =/ time to fatten up baby! then went home and am still doing homework.. homework homework homework. thats my life =/ fifi told me update this.. so here you go fifi
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| LISA`S PARTY |
| 09.21.03 (2:18 pm) [edit] |
[from lisa`s camera/from lisa] dont kill me lisa =)
 me and the birFday girl
 everyone that was there besides me cuz i wasnt there yet =)
 stuffed animinal picture i feel like a dork cuz look at me =X
 oliver james
yup yup yesterday was lisa`s 16th birthday partyyy yup yup. it was much funs, i got to hang out with her again =) cuz we don`t go to school together we don`t see each other much. even though we're COUSINS.. harhar. anyways lets see.. i got to her house around 6 cuz i had to go to church. before that i took a shower at 1, cleaned the bathroom, did laundry, did my hair, ate a little bit, mall, then church. yeah im a little slow so it takes me a while to do things + i take long showers =] we just chilled at lisa`s house for a bit and watched part of What A Girl Wants and the ending of Daredevil we waited for yazzy and roxy to leave cuz their rides were coming thennnn we went to northgate and just.. walked around. OH YEAH.. i saw my ELMO and COOKIE MONSTER shirt =) yup yup we ate at Red Robins i was starving =/ cuz i barely ate anything that day. so i had a cheeseburger w/strawberry shake ;) you know how i luh those strawberry shakes, _______. i knew my mom wasn`t gonna let me stay out for that long so on the way home i called my mom to come pick me up at lisa`s. which she did. when i got home [which was around 10:45ish] i did my thing then i watched Cradle 2 The Grave but i fell asleep while watching it. when i woke up it was like 12:30? went upstairs and called aneesh to see what he was up to.. which he was busy so he called me back while he was going home. he was crazy last night.. YEAH. thats all i can say about him last night. then i fell asleep at like.. 2? yup.
today i got a shitload of homework to do =/ i shouldda started earlier.. OH WELL.. i still gotta shower.. so bye
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| oh baby, more more, yeah yeah, I like it like that, baby yeah |
| 09.20.03 (11:01 am) [edit] |
 OLD SCHOOL BABY
------ lmfao, i just read alex's blog and that line up there is the best part. cuz uhhh yeah =) last night when i got home from ballard i watched cradle to the grave. it was a pretty good movie. yup i liked it. then i just went online for a bit and talked to fifi then went to sleep at 11:30 but got woken up at 12:30 by aneesh. i didn`t really talk cuz yeah then i was like half asleep and i didnt even know i answered the phone. yup. then hung up after like 20 minutes and i didnt fall asleep til like.. 1:30 bleh anyways. i gotta do most of my homework today. i have to take a shower then go to the mall to get lisa's present then go to church then lisa's house. then sunday im going to this one thing for my aunts side of the family.. yup. bleh my stomach hurts for some reason =/
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| FRiDAY!! PARTYs TIME |
| 09.19.03 (2:25 pm) [edit] |
 what does "shup up" mean?
finally its friday.. the first home game is tonight and same with first dance. yup yup. math today was sooo boring.. like usual. yup yup. for STAR i went to mr.guthrie's room to read some articles for homework that due monday. 3rd period was so funny. we laughed so many times in that class cuz of jason, and jake. we played games and our team kept losing. yeah it was great. but we came back and won. now im in 5th period all by myself because SOMEONE is skipping. i couldnt skip cuz 1)mr.z would know that me and joanne are both skipping cuz we'd both be gone and 2) i wouldnt be home after school to pick up and phone and erase the called i.d. so therefore my mom would get to it before i would. but i got some work done in this class.. did this tutorial thing up to number 7? and finished up 2 projects and now im just sitting here doing this and playing games. schools almost out in about 30 minutes.. yeah i cant wait. dude i am so hungry right now.. all i ate today was a chewy bar and a bag of chips.. =/ i didnt feel like spending some of my money on lunch cuz i need it for later todayy.. yup yup im so poor i only have like 22 bucks.. i need a job. bleh but im too lazy to go get one cuz i dont wanna work during school and i'd have no time to do ANYTHING. yup. there is always summer time. so many quizzes/tests this week and next week =/ bleh school just started a week or two ago. anyways.. ahhh shit!! i having chest pains!.. somethings wrong with me.. but its like every now and then when i breathe in deeply my heart hurts =/ then yeah oh wellllllll i think this is long enough for now.. i write more later when i get back home.. if i make it home =/
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| LET`S TALK ABOUT SEX BABY! |
| 09.18.03 (3:47 pm) [edit] |
9/18 @ 7:45 TEEHEE.. today was great great great great great great. yup. i had a great day while doing homework
------------ 9/18 after school today we had the fall sports assembly/pep assembly.. it was alrightttttt i guess.. the freshman didn`t do anything.. i wonder if we were like that.. HRMM.. anyways.. i kinda got a lot of homework to do.. math.. amstud.. and internet/html thinger.. and im gonna do homework later with a frang.. yup yup
lisa came to shorewood todayy!! yay! i gave her her sign that i made for her birthday.. while she was here me joanne and tenzin went to the career center to get a book for joanne then when we came back.. SHE WASNT THERE ANYMORE =( but i get to see her on saturdayyyy
friday.. FOOTBALL GAME.. teehee.. it should be a pretty great day after schools out.. yup yup
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| FUCKED UP LIFE |
| 09.16.03 (8:12 pm) [edit] |
edited a whole buncha times.. so read farther ..down
"'Cause no one else will ever take your place"- BSB BABY
------------ bleh my life is fucked up.. why? because i made it that way. it`s all my fault ------------ ahhh.. i finally finished math. it was a pain in the ass bcoy i didnt understand any of it.. bleh. i should do amstud hw....even though its due thursday.. ------------
 its me and danielle.. TEEHEE he's so hott.. ;) ------------ STOOOPID TBLOG STORE.. ITS MAKING MY BORDER BLUE INSTEAD OF TAN!! ------------ 9/17/03-- 5th period anyways.. things are better now.. yup yup i cant wait til thursday =) it should be fun.. hopefully.. nahh i know it will be muchers funners =) bleh stupid border is pissing me off CUZ ITS BLUE.. stupid stupid!! its blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... yup.. last night i went to sleep REALLY early.. at like at 10:30.. i read harry pot head before i went to sleep for a little bit.. then i guess i got knocked out. this morning i SOMEHOW woke up at like 5 to my phone vibrating.. and i was like WTF and i looked at it .. but it wasnt ANYTHING.. stupid aneesh (jk)telling me he was gonna call me at 5.. thennnnn lets see.. math was so effing boring today.. it was so BLAH then guthrie's class was alright.. it went by pretty fast.. yup one more class to go.. 1- 1.5 hours left in here then schools out! woo woo.. then HOMEWORK.. gay gay gay ------------ 9/17/03--3:19 well.. phil gave me another ride home today.. thanks dude. we went to subway cuz pat could get a free 6 inch sub with another purchase of a 6 inch sub.. it was nums.. i had a bite off of his. now its HOMEWORK TIME.. bleh.. chem test tomorrow.. gotta type/make up stuff for blooms.. do spanish.. do guthries homework.. and math.. so thursday can be FREEEEEE =)
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| SEX FOR THE FIRST TIME.... |
| 09.15.03 (9:36 pm) [edit] |
 the first time i had sex.. it was on the beach..and MAN.. itw as just GREAT.. yeah today i went to school.. it was alright i guess.. i failed my math test.. WOO WOO.. i feel so smart.. then chem i better have aced that test i took.. amstud was soo boring i was about to fall asleep.. lunch was alright i guess.. ate a cheese bagel and cream cheese. yums. html/internet was ALRIGHT.. didnt really do much besides listen to mr.z talk all period.. spanish was so effing BORING.. like always.. i need someone i know besides nicole in that class.. after school (1:20pm) aneesh gave me a ride home and ended up staying at my house til like 6:30.. doing homework.. ya know.. while he was doing my math i fell asleep on the couch.. cuz i was taking a BREAK.. so now im just doing bloom's homework which is taking me FOREVER. i hate it leave me comments BITCH
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| SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE WITH YOU TOO.... |
| 09.12.03 (7:52 pm) [edit] |
blehhh.. last night i had so much math homework.. i was seriously gonna kill myself cuz i HATE math with a passion. then.. ehh the blog below =/ talked to the person about it for a little bit.. i think that person kinda maybe got a little mad at me.. ehh i cant it help it. anyways.. so i went to sleep later than usual and i woke up at 6:30.. bleh math was 1st period =( we had a fucking TEST which i FAILED cuz i didnt understand any of it besides like 2 problems.. then amstud was alright cuz my teacher makes class funner.. i guess? then html class was so effing boring.. bleh i just wanted to lay on the floor and SLEEP. after school phil k gave me a ride home.. with pat and dennis in the car.. when we got to my block he started doing like.. doughnuts and i was like WTF.. yeah so i got home ate a little bit.. then watched bad boys II again but i fell asleep in the middle of it =) a great nap.. woke up at like 6 and some family was over for dinner.. nobody tells me these things.. so basically yeah.. im just gonna be bored for the rest of my life
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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| I CAN`T TAKE IT NO MORE.. |
| 09.11.03 (6:58 pm) [edit] |
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the feeling of jealousy.. bleh.. i hate it :cry: :x :evil: :( :?
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| I HURT |
| 09.09.03 (5:01 pm) [edit] |
my teeth hurt like a mother fucker! :evil: today was picture day.. heres what i looked like...
 yup.. thast how i looked.. i look the same every dayyyy.. but with different clothes :roll: but i smiled with my teeth =) TEEHEEEE :lol:

 Like Glue
TEEHEE.. i went shopping today for a little bit.. i got 2 shirts..yayer! more clothes!!!!
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| YOU`RE SO FINE |
| 09.08.03 (12:42 pm) [edit] |
teehee.. bleh im bored.. here at school in my computer class =/ one more class and im out.. yayer! yesterday we had a huge get together thing for my g's sister cuz yesterday was her last day here =( sadd.. she`s going to cali today then going back to ROME.. we had a BBQ type of thing with shrimp.. and sish-ca-bobs.. i dunno how to spell it.. and then i had some kaluha thing with half & half =/ teehee.. i wasnt drinking... =) oh well, my aunt let me. after eating and all that good stuff we watched home videos of us when we were really little.. i was around like.. 6 years old. man.. we were silly little kids.. yeah i had a really interesting voice.. haha then my cousin had her little two scoop era.. which was great.. good times =) after a while i had to go back home to finish up my homework =/ bleh.. oh well.. i write more laterrrrrrrr
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| PLEASE TELL ME I`LL SEE YOU AGAIN |
| 09.06.03 (11:19 pm) [edit] |
friday was another boring day at school.. math was so boring.. i miss having math with mr.daniel leng =( but i will next semester.. woo woo!! after school i went to joannes house and just played pool and watched Just Married.. then went home ate dinner cuz all i had that day was a stupid bag of chips!! so... after that i went to my G's cuz we were going to the sounders game with ted, cafrine, cristian, and my uncle. sadly.. there was no score.. just 0-0 bleh.. they were close to making some shots.. but no.. their goalie person was TOO DAMN TALL.. but i got to see viet nguyen yayer!! teehee.. he was so sexy back in the day ;) then i got home sometime between 10-11 cuz it was at the seahawks staduim... mr.aneesh called me just to talk so we talked for a bit.. til about.. 1? yeah cuz he fell asleep on me again.. so after i said good bye and good night to him i got knocked out. i left my window and curtians open, left the lights on, had the same shirt i wore for the day on, had my make-up still on, and didnt brush my teeth. school blows =( then i woke up at like.. 4 am cuz my brother was just going to sleep and my parents were like WTF?! yeah. but my mom had come in earlier to close my windows/curtians and turn off my lights =) i woke up and cristian and cafrine were here.. for some odd reason.. fifi, i sorry i left you last night =(... then i watched FINDING NEMO for the FIRST TIME.. teehee.. then i showered and all that good stuff.. then made some lunch.. did a little bit of homework.. then watched Catch me if you can which was a pretty good movie.. i liked it =) then i did some more homework with little cristian bugging the hell out of me.. then it was time to go to church.. after church i went to G`s house for dinner. everyone was watching LOTR`s.. bleh.. so boring.. teehee. after dinner i went home and got some homework.. then added back over to G`s and did my Chem homework over there. my hand started hurting =( i wrote so damn much. then we all had to pray because my G`s sister is a nun.. and yeah. it was one of her last days here then shes heading back to ROME. then i went home with ted.. i`m gonna watch Bad Boys II later.. teehee =) my porn star name is Exotica Spankalicious WOO WOO.. SPANKALICIOUS
[image]ishalia_1071010607 .gif[/image] iSH ALiA
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| HOWDY PARTNER (i dont know dont ask me) |
| 09.04.03 (3:31 pm) [edit] |
today was the first day of schooooooooool.. i went to sleep at 11:20ish last night and i woke up from my brother coming upstairs (yeah i heard him even though my door was closed) around 2.. then i woke up AGAIN around 5.. then i finally woke up at 6:15. took a shower and got ready for school.. and i was done getting ready at 7... so i had 30 minutes to kill before my mom would take me to school. i had chem first.. nobody i really know is in that class.. i should`ve transferred into mrs.kellys class.. then i would`ve known more people.. oh well. then i had amstud english.. the people in that class is pretty interesting.. i have amstud with joyce. lunch was pretty interesting.. so many new people =/ then i went to spanish.. which there was like NOBODY in that class.. it was sooooooooooooooooooooo boring =( after school phil was supposed to give me a ride but i guess he couldn`t.. then i saw aneesh walking with 3 other people.. and i asked him for a ride.. so he gave me one. while we were in the SAC cuz aneesh was getting a drink.. josh "ASKED" me to homecoming.. hahahahaha crazy josh. anywayss then aneseh dropped off jason and josh at jasons.. then he dropped me off... bleh i have homework in everyyy class.. might as well just do it all now.. and slowly work on my english posterrrr.
[image]ishalia_1071010607 .gif[/image] iSH ALiA
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| SO DAMN RELIEVED.. |
| 09.03.03 (3:58 pm) [edit] |
ahhhh the subject is so true.. i guess thats why im in such a fabulous mood today.. i wont say why but yeah. well, i woke up to my moms COLD hand on my back and i guess i had some really strange reaction to it.. so i also woke up to her laughing. i believe that was around 9:30 ish.. then after i got up and figured out what i was gonna wear.. my phone rang and it was mr.aneesh. sooooooo.. he picked me up around 10:30 ish.. then we left and just chilled.. he put 110 miles on his car in the past four days.. DAMN yeah.. me and mr.aneesh figured that the only way we have conversation is when he's being mean to me.. he didn`t get it cuz i told him to stop being mean.. then itw as all quiet after that i told him to keep on being mean. so yeah.. the car ride was filled with.. a lot of laughing and hitting. he got his windows tinted today so we couldnt roll down the windows... soooooo in that case... when he asked me what i wanted for lunch i said that i wanted to have jack in the box. when we got to jack in the box aneesh realized he'd have to open the door to order food.. so he said he`d take me out to lunch another day. it was fine with me =) then when i got home around 1.. NOBODY was home.. so i called my brother and he said that him and my mom would be home soon.. which infact.. they were. after they came home we went to my g`s house because my mom said they had food over there.. which was KFC and IVARS so we ate that and some of the mango cake.. YUMSSS after that me and my brother played speed and he`s too good at it for me =( after that we went home and i just watched tv.. after my mom left to go to work i tried to figure out what to wear to school tomorrow cuz its the first day of school tomorrow.. blehh. anyways.. that didn`t quite work out that well cuz i suck at making decisions.. but a decision i made today made me soooooooooooooooooooooooo relieved i couldda seen RACHEL [take care of yourself rachel!!] today.. but i have no ride to her house.. and what i was gonna do at her house has already been taken care of =) i`m gonna see you rachel.. one day.. just wait!! so here i am and its 3:37 and i have nothing to do now.. oh well something`s bound to come up... more 9:02.. i made strawberry lemonade.. teehee it was nums.. then i just sat on the computer and waited for fifi to come online so i could chat with her.. then cafrine came over and we just.. did nothing.. around 7 i had the HUGEST craving for a tv dinner.. so we went to Safeway.. then came home and me and ted just sat down and ate our foooood and just came down here. i still dont know what to wear tomorrow.. bleh first day of school tomorrow
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:roll:MORE ADDED ON:roll: [from lisa] x. name = Thalia x. birthday = May 30 `87 x. piercing = 2 x. tattoos = x. height = 5'1.5-5'2 [yes i grew a tad] x. shoe size = 6.5/7 x. hair color = dark dark brown x. length = past my shoulders/layered x. siblings = theo[real brother] x. pets = none
last... x. movie you rented = THE LITTLE RASCALS.. the best movie everrrrrr x. movie you bought = i don`t rememberr x. song you listened to = A New Found Glory- Hit or Miss x. song that was stuck in your head = allister- i want it that way x. song you've downloaded = i forgot x. cd you bought = thats too long ago... x. cd you listened to = some mix x. person you've called = my brother x. person that's called you = aneesh x. tv show you've watched = passions x. person you were thinking of = one of my friends.. ;) and where is fifi
Do... x. you have a bf or gf = no x. you have a crush on someone = uhhhh yeah x. you wish you could live somewhere else = yes because this place is too boring!! x. you think about suicide = i thought about it IF something happened to me.. x. others find you attractive = uhhh maybe? x. you want more piercings = yeah x. you want more tattoos = not yet.. x. you drink = no.. x. you do drugs = no x. people think that you're cool = no? im just normal.. im just MEEE x. you like cleaning = no but if i have to find something.. and cleaning my room involves it.. then yes x. you like roller coasters = HELL FUCKING YES x. you write in cursive or print = depends on my mood x. you carry a donor card = no
for or against x. long distance relationships = no x. using someone = against x. suicide = against x. killing people = against x. teenage smoking = against x. doing drugs = against x. driving drunk = neither x. gay/lesbian relationships = for.. nothings wrong with it.. me and aneesh saw some lesbians today.. he was watching it =X x. soap operas = for
favorite... x. food = pasta x. song = overrated [for now] x. thing to do = chill.. hang out.. dance.. do whateverrr x. thing to talk about = anything x. sports = basketball, volleyball, football x. drinks = pepsi, starbucks stuff, strawberry shakes x. clothes = jeans &shirt x. movies = ocean's 11&the italian job x. bands = i don`t have any favorites.. i just like a lot of them x. holiday = christmas x. cars = mustangs =), bmws, lexus
have you... x. ever cried over a girl or boy = yes x. ever lied to someone = yes.. who hasnt?! x. ever been in a fist fight = no..just a pretend one x. ever been arrested = no
what... x. shampoo do you use = matrix x. perfume do you use = so pink body spray or just vanilla lace lotion.. that stuff just smells up the whole damn room x. shoes do you wear = flip flops, roxy shoes x. are you scared of = being hurt physically and emotionally
number... x. of times I have had my heart broken = a more than 3 probably.. oh well.. thats what i get for going for what i want and i`ve learned from my mistakes x. of hearts I have broken= i dunno x. of boys I have kissed= only 2.. cuz those two guys knew what they were doing x. of girls I have kissed= i dunno.. i kiss my little cousins all the time x. of continents I have lived in= one x. of drugs taken illegally= ZERO x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends= 7 x. of people I consider my enemies= none? x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with= im still in hs.. but.. rachel moved schools on me and i still talk to her every now and then.. and she knows everythinggg about me =) x. of cd's that I own= a lot x. of scars on my body= i dunno im too lazy to count x. of things in my past that I regret= maybe just a couple things.. even though i usually say i never regret anything because i learn from whatever i do...
[image]ishalia_1071010607 .gif[/image] iSH ALiA
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| YOUR PROMISES DON`T HELP TO MAKE IT EASIER |
| 09.02.03 (4:19 pm) [edit] |
OMFG THE WHOLE THING GOT ERASED!!! =| i dont wanna rewrite everything [even though i wasnt done] summer`s almost over.. bleh i dont want it to end. only 1 and 1/2 days left... gotta make the best of it. i guess i did today.. but tomorrow i`m probably just gonna sit at home bored unless something comes up and if im not lazy. fifi had to go to school today.. [HAHAHA SUCKER] jk.. she couldnt fall asleep last night so i talked to her til about 12:50 then when i was about to go.. she started saying OMFG ISH ALIA YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DONT HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! i sorry fifi =( so then i went upstairs and brushed my teeth then went to talk on the phone. after i got off i couldn`t fall asleep til like.. 3 bleh.. and i woke up at 10 too from TWO PHONES RINGING.. bleh the house and the cell. then i showered cuz i was gonna hang out with mr.aneesh-face so he picked me up around 11:30 [teehee he SAVED MEEEEE i was talking to this one lady for like 5 hoursssssss and i wanted to go.. so when he called i left.. no time for make up] so we hung out and we ate at JIMBOS it was pretty nums.. im still full cuz eating was like the last thing we did then he took me home and now here i am.. waiting for fifi to come online..
:roll: ADDED ON :roll: blahhh.. im just waiting.. and waiting.. and waiting.. for it... i HATE waiting.. if it doesnt come.. im screwedddddddd.. teehee i get to go shopping tonighhtttt YEEYUH
:roll: MORE ADDED ON :roll: i just got back from shopping and eating ice scream.. [yums] let`s see.. we [my mom, my aunt, and meeee] went to nordstrom rack first.. i got a jacket and a shirt from there.. then we went to alderwood and i saw this shirt/blouse thing that i wanted but they only had it in xs bleh too small for me.. so then we went to northgate's nordstrom and they didn`t have it but i got a shirt and underwear [teehee] from there.. and i believe thats all...
I WANT IT cookie monster is sexyyy ;)
 from: PACSUN cost: $20
[image]ishalia_1071010607 .gif[/image] iSH ALiA
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| I WANT IT THAT WAY |
| 09.01.03 (2:07 pm) [edit] |
let`s see.. what i`ve been up to isn`t a whole lot.. saturday was so boring.. because fifi went to.. THE STARTING LINE, HOMEGROWN, ALLISTER,, SENSES FAIL, and THE EARLY NOVEMBER. lucky girl =( on sunday.. i ate so much effing fooooood. just one HUGE meal for the whole day. there was payella (i dunno how to spell), rolls, salad, chips&this nummy salsa my aunt made.. then a couple hours later.. there was cake.. then a couple hours later there was twix ice scream.. then a couple house later there was bubble tea..so nums.. i was good for the rest of the day..
[image]ishalia_1071010607 .gif[/image] iSH ALiA
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