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| A.D.D. |
| 10.31.03 (6:20 pm) [edit] |
my dentist said my tongue has A.D.D. yup yup :lol: why? because my tongue can never stay still.. oh well.. i know how to work my tongue :lol: :shock: TEE FREAKIN HEE.
todays halloween.. woo wooo.. its so cold outside... me kim christine &daniel? were gonna go trick or treating.. but then after going outside.. we all realized it was too cold.. and none of us wanted to stay home.. so we called each other and decided to go to the mall. yup yup. so now its me kim christine and anne. cuz daniel is.. broke? man i wanted to go egging tonight :lol: one of my friends from school is going saran wrapping.. theres something else i gotta try before i leave here :wink: and hopefully not get CAUGHT.. cuz that would be BAD BAD. but yeah.. anyways i'll update more later cuz im going to kim/christines houseeeeee byeeee
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| today made me sad |
| 10.30.03 (10:57 pm) [edit] |
BROWN/TAN iS THE BEST COLOR EVER MADE!!!!!!!!
i dont care what you say.. its the best.. and its MY COLORRRR.. SO ROAR
+school
+went to bubble tea for lunch
+dentist
+dick's
+carkeek park
+home(work)
today made me sad =(
i dunno.. i guess i've just been missing some things.. and what i did today brought back good memories that'll probably never happen again :cry: i miss those times.. at carkeek i watched the sunset.. it was so nice.. yup yup. and just walked on the beach. even though it was freezing cold. but yeah.. it brought back memories.. :( so anyways.. that was basically my day... just.. me... being sad.. :evil:
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daniel just made my day..
daniel: i dont believe that one day crap
daniel: i will never find anyone
daniel: i will die a virgin
daniel: wait thats not possible
me: ahahahahahaha
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ok.. sooo its almost 11.. and i should really be going to sleep... cuz of school tomorrow but if i go sleep.. then i'll probably end up just crying myself to sleep :-(
i got this from kate####'s blog
Layer.one
Name: Thalia
Birthdate: May 30
Birthplace: Seattle, WA
Current location: Shoreline
Eyes: Dark brown
Hair: dark dark darkdarkdarkdarkdark brown
Height: 5'1.5
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: gemini
Layer.two
Your heritage: vietnamese
Your weakness: im too emotional
Your shoes you wore today: cafrines boots
Your fears: ........... nobody knows but me
Your perfect pizza: a pizza with a good crust
Goal you'd like to achieve: be successful & truly happy
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up: blehhhhhh
Your best physical feature: my fat ass JKID.. uhm.. my EYE(S)?
Your bedtime: whenever i go sleep
Your most missed memory: ehhh.. no comment
Layer.four
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: both
Layer.five
Smoke: no
Cuss: depends
Sing: yes
Take showers daily: HELL YES
Have a crush: .........
Think you've been in love: yes
Want to go college: yes.. im not like christine.. hahaha JKID
Want to get married: yes
Believe in yourself: not always
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're attractive: no
Get along with your parents: most of the time
Like thunderstorms: yeah
Play an instrument: piano
Layer.six
- in the past months...
Gone to the mall: yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yuck no
Eaten sushi: yes
Been on stage: yes
Gone skating: YESSSS itw as much funs
Made homemade cookies: no probabyl will tomorrow night
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: i just jacked peoples stuff but i gave it back =)
Label.seven
- ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
Been called a tease: yes
Got beaten up: no
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be married: by 30 hopefully
Dream wedding: no idea
How do you want to die: peacefully
Dream job: CSI DUDES
Place you want to visit: europe/austrialia
Layer.nine
- In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: brown big eyes
Best hair color: dark
Short or long hair: short
Height: taller than me
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: none 0=)
Number of people I could trust with my life: uhmm random number cuz i dont wanna think so 5
Number of CDs that I own: a lot
Number of piercings: ears
Number of tattoos: nope
Number of times my name's been in the news: no idea
Number of scars on my body: too many battle wounds =)
Number of things in my past that I regret.: ehhh i dont really regret things.. im weird like that
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| FiNALLY iT CAME!! |
| 10.29.03 (4:48 pm) [edit] |
that rocks!! TEE FREAKiN HEE
but anyways... it came todayyyyy!! YAY!!!
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| DiCK'S//BRACES//DRiViNG |
| 10.28.03 (6:15 pm) [edit] |
t0day was interesting? i guess you could say. i got to school 0NTiME.. so i wasnt late for chemistry again. yay! cuz pat came earlier than usual today yup yup thats why. during lunch i went out with pat, phil, adam, josh and andrew came from the somewhere. we went to DiCK'S. i hadnt been there in so long.. it was so yums. the car ride there and back was interesting. mainly cuz of J0SH.. but he's always fun to be around cuz.. YEAHHH. he started dancing in the car.. it was great. yup. i got the usual CHEESEBURGER AND STRAWBERRY SHAKE. after that i was so effing full. J0SH told us a story.. about how this one woman married this one guy and they had a son. then the woman and the guy got divorced so... then.. the woman married the guy she divorced's brother!! so the son's dad was his DUNCLE... man i was laughing so hard cuz that word is so funny. but man.. that woman is so PIMP!!!! hahahaha. spanish was so boring.. i was falling asleep in there. but somehow spanish always seems to go by faster than any of my classes. me and nicole sit there mouthing words to each other saying OH MY GEEEEE THIS IS S000 B0RING... IM S0000 TIREDD.. yup its good times. after school it was raining, bleh rain sucks. yeah i had to go to the orthodontics after school.. and it was SUPP0SED be one of the LAST check ups or whatever you wanna call it.. BUT N0!! i have to wear rubber bands for just another month. and things will be good.. hopefully. after i got home i did a little bit of homework then went DRiViNGGGG.. man its been a L0NG TiME since i've driven.. i sometimes forget to do the little things :evil: oh well. teehee. im still ok. yup yup. so now here i am. daniel's at the library cuz his power went out and im waiting for it to get BACK on so he can go home and help me with my homework. thats allllll...
excited? yes.. for what? tomorrow.... why? just cuz :twisted:
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| i want you... |
| 10.27.03 (7:06 pm) [edit] |
to get me this!! jk
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yeah i want to many things.. =(
so.. i cant either wait 239847298374 years to get the phone above.. or just get...
[LINE]
yup... today was a normal day...i guess..
+1st period= boring
+2nd period= long
+break= got coooooooookies
+3rd period= urge of falling asleep
+4th period= laughed a lot
+lunch= with tyler dan & aneesh, i laughed wayyy too much.. but it was great
+5th period= looked at blogs&xangas while i was supposed to be watching the movie
+6th period= did work
+ride home= stopped by phils house so he could change, then he started singing stacys mom has got it going on while i just sat there and laughed
+after school= watched charlies angels:full throttle, computer, homework, tv
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| DAYLiGHT SAViNGS... |
| 10.26.03 (3:28 pm) [edit] |
dont ask why i named the subject that. cuz i dont know why i did. :lol: yeah im crazy like that. but daylight savings time has me all screwed up its only like 3 right now but it seems like its 6!! even though its just an hour difference.. it feels funnys. so yeah. today i woke up to go to church for the 9 o'clock one. i bumped into kuya andrew and his little brother and sisters. after that my family went grocery shopping at cash &carry then to alberston's.. which i saw steven get out of his car. then we went to sam's club. and i saw aneesh working there. after that we went to central market.. and i saw monica working there. after that the family went home and ate pizza for lunch. after lunch me and my mom went to costco to get some more groceries and i bumped into ek!! and her family.. then i saw kuya paolo eating food when we were paying. and i also saw my uncle son at costco too!. yup yup. after that my mom took me to the mall so she could buy me this sweatshirt i wanted.. but it was no where to be found. but i got this belt and finally i found the initial necklace in the LETTER T. yeah niggie. TEE FREAKiN HEE.
OH YEAH.. i saw nichelle too!! while walking to pacsun i saw 3LW cuz i guess they were at the mall for stuff.. yeah. i think nichelle was there for that. yup. after that i went home.. and its homework time.. yay! just math for todayyyyy!
YAY I GOT MY SWEATSHIRT!!
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| saturday saturday saturdayyyyy |
| 10.25.03 (10:11 pm) [edit] |
T0DAY
ehhh.. i didn't really do much today til after my gmas house. i just talked to fifi online for a couple hours after i woke up. then showered. then gmas house. dropped my uncle and aunt off at the airport. went to alki. it was so... pretty? yup. i was freezing my ass off cuz it's so damn cold outside. then on the way home, we stopped by mcdonalds and ate ice scream.. yay! after we finished eating ice scream.. we went into the car.. and turned the heat up all the way. thats the way we do things? haha. then came home around 9:45 ish. checked my phone and saw 4 missed calls from one new number.. damn someone was desperate. so i called them back and they wanted SOMETHING from *ME* but it was a no no cuz yeah. "tee freakin hee" i'll leave it as a "cliff hanger" so yeah.. that was basically my saturday.. sundays just gonna be filled with church, homework, and maybe youth group. yup yup.. BYEEEEEe
ALKi PiCTURES
by:Shelly & Alexander(thepictures)
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| PREGNANT =-O |
| 10.25.03 (12:29 am) [edit] |
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yeah i feel pregnant.. why you might ask? because im so damn full from dinner. i wanna go running tomorrow morning though.. but nobody to run with =( oh well. i'll figure SOMETHING out. today wasj ust a normal day at school. i got a b- on my math test.. iw as so happy =) why? because i've failed the past 3 tests. so that one test brough my grade up to a c+ yayer!!! history was funny cuz of jason, david, nick, and sunam. yeah it was great. i laughed a good bunch in there. plus we had a sub.. so it was fun stuffers. lunch was pretty good.. i was so full afterwards.. i had these noodle things. anddddd mountain dew. so for 5th period.. i was so hyper. same with joanne. 5th period pretty much flew by cuz we were diong work. and people wonder how we get out work done in the class cuz we always wait last minute and are able to finish it in like.. one class period where it takes others forever. yup. we got skills. after school i went to the rec with sarah joanne teada and daniel. kevin and in sung came later on.. we played pool.. well they did i just watched.. watched basketball and some kiddos do breakdancing stuff. phil, dennis and pat were there playing basketball. after kevin and in sung came we left and went to this bubble tea place. but we didnt stay there for long cuz i had to be home before 5.. same with teada and joanne. i had to get home before 5 cuz we were going out to dinner. yup. we ate at this place in renton.. i think kings buffet? i guess. yeah afterwards i was so fucking full.. and i still am 3 hours later. man im so tired. schools making me restless. afterwards, my uncles kicked me off my computer so i went upstairs and talked with my mom and aunt about stuff.. and i was :cry: blehhh.. oh well im used to it now. THE ENDddddddda
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| PiCTURES!!!!!!! |
| 10.22.03 (8:25 pm) [edit] |
PiCTURES!!
ok.. soooo here was my "homecoming" it was a great day.. just something i needed.. thanks!!
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| SOMEWHERE ON FULLERTON... |
| 10.21.03 (8:55 pm) [edit] |
S0 PRETTY. . . 
SCHOOL. . .
just a normal day at school i guess. walked into chemistry late.. again.. teehee  then i wasn't tired.. and right when she said we were gonna take more notes on chapter 15.. it was downhill from there. it was so long and this girl kept asking questions in my class!! i think grant wanted her to shut up cuz yeah he kept doing these funny facial expressions when she kept asking questions. it was funnys.  STAR was kinda funny, i was in sarah's chem class with melissa, tenzin, and sarah. melissa is so funny. and sarah kept talking so loud like we were on the other side of the room. lets see.. 4th period kinda went by fast.. just read a lot i guess. lunch was alright.. normal bagel and cream cheese niggie.. i just talked with kim and tenzin most of the time. spanish was next bleh.. it was so boring i was about to fall asleep. yeah i think i did fall asleep.  after school i got a ride from a friend and that was the end of school.. yay!
CALiFORNiA
after doing my homework.. which took exactly 5 minutes. i went upstairs and talked to my mom more about california and stuff like that. ehh, ended up crying my eyes out again  then i ate some food and called it a day on the couch. my uncle from california called to talk to my mom i guess. and she told him about me moving in with my aunt and what college "advice" he could give me. so he talked to me and gave me 3 colleges that i could go to down in his and my other aunts area. i think it was University of California:Irvine, California State University:Long Beach, and California State University:Fullerton. After he said California State University:Fullerton the song Somewhere On Fullerton- Allister song popped into my head. teehee. yup. he told me to do "research" and what my SAT scores had to be and everything. yup hopefully i'll be able to do everything and be "FiNE" in california.
NO MORE LiFE. . .
i gotta take the SAT on december 6th.. which means.. no more social life (like i had one) til then. i gotta study hard for the SAT and get higher than a 1200 and if i dont.. i gotta take it again. bleh. i just got done with taking the PSAT last week too! so i wont even know my score til after i take the SAT. i dunno. just hopefully i can score good on the first try =/ cuz daniel said some colleges prefer that you take the SATs just once? i dunno. but yeah... good luck to me!!
KUYA ANDREW
KUYA ANDREW.. i HOPE YOUR WRiST GETS BETTER!! i WANT TO SiGN YOUR CAST!!!!
NO MORE. . .
boys for meeeeee!!
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| FAiTH |
| 10.21.03 (6:57 pm) [edit] |
FAiTH. . .
noun
1. confident belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing.
2. belief that does not rest on logical proof or material evidence. c synonyms at belief, trust.
3. loyalty to a person or thing; allegiance: keeping faith with one's supporters.
4. often faithchristianity the theological virtue defined as secure belief in god and a trusting acceptance of god's will.
5. the body of dogma of a religion: the muslim faith.
6. a set of principles or beliefs.
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| make yourself at home- TSL |
| 10.20.03 (10:40 pm) [edit] |
MONDAY..
monday monday monday.. havent had a C day in a long time til today. it was alright i guess. but it was POURING SO MUCH today. it was sick.. sick sick sick sick! ehh probably failed my math test (like always). i dunno im doing shitty in school. i gotta bring up my grades by the end of the quarter. hopefully i'll be able to do it. i dunno i just wanna finish up this school year with good grades and get out of here. nothing else interesting happened at school, like always. after i got home i just.. i dunno what i did. i think i sat at the computer for a bit then went to do chemistry//spanish//engli sh. i finished early so i started to do history cuz thats the only thing i have due wednesday. i dunno i chatted for a while too and watched tv. so now im almost done with the stupid outline.. i can tell by now that im gonna hate outlines so much. yup so tomorrow i can either just do nothing at home or do homework i get tomorrow. who knows.. anyways.. i still dont exactly know whats going on with me.. and i STILL dont like it. yup. well im gonna finish up this outline and GO TO SLEEEEEEEEEEPPP BYE BYE BYE
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| YADNUS |
| 10.19.03 (10:21 pm) [edit] |
me: this song sounds good if you have subs
paolo: i know ::changes song::
me: ::starts cracking up::
yeah i dunno little things make me laugh
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| so tiring.. |
| 10.18.03 (7:05 pm) [edit] |
PSATs
damn, another day of waking up early when i dont have to!! bleh.. PSATs were kinda hard.. just the verbal parts of it cuz i suck at vocab. shoot. but the 3 hours of PSATs actually went by pretty fast. after the PSAT i was gonna get a ride with pat, but he was gonna wait for adam cuz i guess he didn't finish the test yet. so me and kim went with phil. aaron had asked/told? i dunno.. a lot of people to go to Liquid Cafe after.. so thats were like.. every was, but it wasnt open =( so we just decided to leave and phil dropped me off.
NiCHELLE & KUYA ANDREW'S BiRTHDAY
i had to figure out how to wrap nichelle's present.. so i did that after i got home. and i just ate a little bit cuz i was kinda hungry. after that i just chilled at home til kuya paolo and ek came to pick me up. when they came, we headed off to the ice arena and met up with everyone else. i bumped into sarah and teada on their "homecoming day" there. it was a surprise for them.. and everything. it was fun. i just kept on going back and forth with them and andrew&them all. damn man, kuya paolo can ice skate hella fast. there was also henry and tyler from school there too. yup. around 3 ish we left the ice arena and headed to Northgate. there was like 15 of us so we kinda had to wait a while for a table. but we got one. i got freckled lemonade cuz that stuff is the shit & me and ek split a RR bacon burger & honey mustard sauce for the fries.. it was so yums. i was in heaven =)... after a while matt came so me and paolo switched seats. yup. after eating all the food, paolo got more fries and loaded shit onto it. him and matt were like.. i dunno having competitions? with the fries.. haha it was funnys. then i think some person brought their dock-gee in there and yeah. matt did funny stuff and after that my stomach hurt so bad cuz i was so full & from laughing way too much. after red robins we just walked around the mall and chilled there for a bit. then we all left cuz people had places to go. it was fun todayyyy.. this was something i needed :lol:
TiRED
i need more sleep!! all i can say is that im glad psats is over cuz that was what kept me from sleeping in.. ROAR. and i dunno.. when im tired i still do things.. like go out and i dunno just do stuff. i overwork myself =/ i swear im gonna go pass out on the couch now..
i MiSS YOU. . .
bleh.. i miss you :(
THE ONLY THiNG THAT MAKES ME HAPPY. . . .
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| only something you would do |
| 10.17.03 (10:56 pm) [edit] |
LP RE PT AR 69: TODAY I WAS MAKING A POSTER FOR EARTHCORE
LP RE PT AR 69: AND IT WAS GONNA SAY
LP RE PT AR 69: COME TO EARTHCORE
LP RE PT AR 69: AND I DID EVERYTHING
LP RE PT AR 69: THEN CAFRINE COMES BY
LP RE PT AR 69: AND IS LIKE YOU SPELLED EARTHCORE WRONG
LP RE PT AR 69: I WAS LIKE WTF
LP RE PT AR 69: AND I LOOKED AT IT
LP RE PT AR 69: AND I FORGOT TO PUT IN THE H
ish A L i A hurr: ROFL
ish A L i A hurr: LMFAO
ish A L i A hurr: OMFG
ish A L i A hurr: LMFAO
ish A L i A hurr: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAHA
ish A L i A hurr: FIFI
ish A L i A hurr: :-D
LP RE PT AR 69: haahahaah
LP RE PT AR 69: shut the face
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| i have no friends |
| 10.16.03 (7:43 pm) [edit] |
friends. . . .
yes.. that's true. i have no real friends. well, kinda, besides my kuyas, fifi, & yeah. but other than that i have no friends. nobody talks to me unless they need something from me.. homework.. help.. a cd.. etc. or whatever. nobody just talks to me JUST FOR FUN.. besides like.. fifi & yeah. and when i need help or just whatever.. about nobodys there for me.. and it blows. cuz i always have to go to people that dont even go to my school for help.. people that arent even my age.. people that are in college!! i have nobody to talk to about my problems or whatever.. daniels profile once said "dont tell people your problems cuz 80% dont care and the other 20% are glad you have them".. well.. thats just great... but why wont anyone help me?? i just wanna get away from this place and find real friends. i hate being used :cry: its not a great feeling. people probably dont even know i feel this way. i dont like here and i want out. i just wanna be happy again for once..........
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| HOMECOMING PICTURE!!! |
| 10.13.03 (4:44 pm) [edit] |
HOMECOMiNG PiCTURE
left ta right/in rows: albert, kristina, chalston, becky, rukari, matt, mark, camille, paolo, andrew, nichelle, kevin, chase, ?, ?, erika, marinelle, renae, eric, thalia, michelle, and jon
(courtesy of mr.paolo)
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| i want to be hot |
| 10.12.03 (10:58 am) [edit] |
yesterday/todayyy
+woke up & chatted online
+took a shower
+did some homework
+went to dinner in everett?
+watched the italian job
+came home & watched justin on snl
+slept
today..
+woke up at 6:30 to go to church
+came home & did nothing
+took a shower
+ate breakfast
+nothing now..
i want..
why is it so cold?
my god.. my house is so freaking cold!! my dad wont let us turn on the gas heater or whatever.. cuz of ALL HIS WINE.. bleh. so now everyday my nose is frozen when im at home. me and my brother ted sit at home with our hoodie sweatshirts looking like eskimos cuz we have our hoods on. why? cuz.. the most body heat you lose is from your head.. so cuz we have the hood on.. we're warmer.. yeah niggie. my feet are so cold right now.. even when i wear socks its still cold!! i need new slippers.. i wanted these monkey head ones from aerostaple.. these ones..
those are so coon. teehee. last night.. oh fuck.. i was freezing my ass off when i was about to go to sleep.. bleh.. why why why why why!! I WANT HEAT!! I WANNA KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE WARM AGAINNN.. bleh. yeah.. im crazy.
i guess you could say i've been wanting a lot of things lately.. but i cant have what i want. oh well.. i`ll still live.
school...
no school tomorrowww... yeah niggie
i think kim's coming over to do uhhh.. chemistry cuz she doesnt have excel? i dunno? but yeah.. other than that.. i gotta do my chem and spanish homework.. bleh.. maybe math too. just to get it over and done with. i think im doing kinda bad in school =/ ive never done this bad before =( im gonna cry. yeah.. i dunno im that kinda person that cares about their grades cuz of my parents :roll: my ass is gonna be theirs after progress reports come.. why? cuz.. im getting a C in math.. a B+ in english.. a B or B+ in chemistry.. A- in spanish.. and i have NO idea what im getting in internet and html. so yeah.. =/ why does junior year have to be so hard. stupid history day project!! it can die!! i really dont wanna do this project. its gonna take so long to do.. but it guess its kinda a good thing its only 10% of my history grade =/ is that a lot? i dunno. i just want this school year to be over and done with so i can start slacking off senior year i guess. hopefully my mom WILL talk to my aunt about me going down there.. but i really dont think my mom thinks i'll survive cuz of my aunt. i dunno though. my aunt said i wasnt really close to them.. but i can be right? :lol: hopefully i will be going down there cuz i really wanna go to college down there but my mom doesn't wanna pay for out of state tution. i kinda dont wanna leave some people up here.. it'll be so much different without seeing them.. even though i barely see most of them.. :cry: i'll be sad.. the person that i'd probably miss the most would be FIFI cuz she's just so great and i luh her to death. OH YEAH fifi.. a couple weeks ago i finally noticed the HI NO ISH ALIA on my car.. hahaha. i wrote Hi! back to chu.. you can see it when you guys come up here. but we gotta plan like a week before.
ehhh...
hmm... i think im just on a rambling mood today. i dunno? i just feel like talking.. i havent really been talking to anybody since thursday.. its just been "eehhhh" i guess i've kinda been avoiding people besides fifi alex and yeah. i dunno though.. i miss a lot of things.. i thought about them yesterday when i woke up and i started crying :cry: its okkkkk though. man.. i wish i was 17!! tenzin mira and monica are going clubbing on friday or saturday? i forgot.. i wanna go so bad. i luh dancing (shaking my tailfeather).. homecoming's coming up.. this week. bleh. no date. no go. oh well.. i bet you're tired of hearing me say that over and over :wink: but its true.. cuz i really wanted to go really bad this year. ok no more homecoming stuff.
moooommmm...
today i was supposed to go grocery shopping with my mom at like.. sam's and other places. but her work called in and said they needed her. so she had to go to work. they always do this to her on the weekends =( its not my fault my mom gives good haircuts and people like her =/ haha, at church today.. there was this guy that was my moms customer.. and when it was the shaking hands part.. he was like OH HEY THERESA! i started dying and my brother was like WHAT THE FUCK STOP LAUGHING (im guessing by the look on his face) and i knew why he said OH HEY THERESA.. cuz she cut his hair.. hahaha i dunno i just thought it was silly.
damn wind!
ahhhhhhhhh!!! make the wind stop!!! its too loud and ugly. i took a nap and kept waking up on and off cuz of it! and it kept hiding the sun.. the sun was keeping me warm =( i showed alex's comment to fifi and she said she wants tooooo.. but she cant =( then both of us became :( ITS OTAY FIFI.
"Believe in your heart for it offers hope.
Believe in your mind for it offers direction.
Believe in your soul for it offers strength.
But above all else believe in yourself."
"I asked for strength and God gave me difficulties to make me strong
I asked for wisdom and God gave me problems to solve
I asked for courage and God gave me danger to overcome
I asked for love and God gave me troubled people to help
I asked for favours and God gave me opportunites
I received nothing i had wanted but everything I needed"
so fucking cute
alright.. i think its time for this novel to end now..
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| COME ON COME ON |
| 10.09.03 (10:38 pm) [edit] |
friday 10/10
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KUYA ANDREW
yeah niggie.. no school todayyyy!! i got like 12 hours of off and on sleep.. it was great.. yeah i dont think im gonna be hanging out with anyone this weekend =( why? cuz i have no friends :cry: and nobody wants to hang out with me =( fifi where are you?!
hrmm.. homecoming? probably not.. why? cuz i am dateless :cry:
PICTURES
my homecoming dress.. that i wont be wearing cuz i have no date =(
just me
the best stuff in the world!! its the best no matter what alex
my phone.. and me.. lisa told me to take that picture
the kiss face on AIM
the winking face on AIM
CHINKO NIGGA!!
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i went online clothes shopping
no i didnt buy all this stuff cuz im not crazyy
but its what i kinda want
its what my hc dress looks like but without the polka dots and its a darker pink.. look up teehee
i want something like that.. but with the letter T. duh.. but its nicer =)
Baby Phat stuff
$29.99
or
$29.99
$48.00
$48.00
$19.99
$19.99
$29.00
$44.00
$98.00
abercrombie stuff
$59.50
$19.50
ae
or
$29.95
that but in a solid colorrrrr
$29.95
$19.95
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thursday 10/9
school-wise.. today was a pretty easy day.
-chem- all we did was go over homework and use the laptops
-english- lit term speeches, quiz, seed discussions, i forgot then we did this one activity
-spanish- mostly busy work cuz we had a sub
after school i was gonna get a ride from mira but she was giving 4 other people a ride.. so i guess something happened and i ended up going home with dan. who's this dude that lives in the next block.. lol all he knew about me was i went to homecoming with josh during my freshmen year :lol: that just cracked me up. after i got home i just chilled.. then had a party up in my room. yeah. i just took all the shit off of my bookself then took that shitter out of my room.. so now.. theres a huge empty space of nothingness. besides all the junk that was on my bookself.. cuz its on the floor now lol. after that i just crashed the couch and fell asleep.. woke up at like 8 ish and watched tv.. still watching tv right now.. friends.. something on channel 4.. matrix something? i dunno. then csi nigga. and without a trace. csi was so fucking nasty!! anywayyyysss.. thast the best show ever. haha. i dont have any plans for tomorrow.. just chill at home some more i guess.. unless something comes up. which something probably wont cuz i have no friends. =( i dunno maybe just get a head start on my homework and finish up the damn tutorials for internet class. but tomorrow's kuya andrew's 17th birthday. yup yup. oh yeah today was nichelles 14th birthday.. damn.. shes so youngg.. i feel so old now =(
hrm.. theres no reason behind my subject line.. just a song lyric.. from yellowcard. daniel sent me their cd a long time ago and i finally actually listened to it.
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| 10.08.03 (8:54 pm) [edit] |
today
+got a failed math test back =(
+got a failed internet/html test back =(
+mira, tenzin & me went to mcdonalds for lunch but there was a power outage on aurora and the stoplights were messed up and mickey d's was closed. aurora was hella packed with cars.. so we took the back road to school. on the way back to school we figured to go to central market for lunch. i ate the best pizza in the world.
+after school, i went to central market again with pat, phil, dennis, &joanne. then we went to starbucks. after that they all came over for a bit
+did homework
+messed around with the spanish online thing with fifi
+danced a lot =)
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| MOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE/ I HAVE A SECRET |
| 10.07.03 (4:06 pm) [edit] |
I CANT WAIT TO FUCKING MOVE OUT OF THIS FUCKING HOUSE :twisted: :x THIS FUCKING FAMILY BLOWS
ESPEICALLY TEDDY SUCK MY FAT ASS DICK AND GET THE FUCK OFF ME
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yeah, i went shopping with my mother today. i got make up and underwearerererer.. make up.. mac eyeliner thinger and eyeshadow.. and 5 sexy victoria secret underwear nigga.. hell yeah
yeah dude.. at the mall.. lmao YEAH.. we'll leave it at that
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| 10.06.03 (7:13 pm) [edit] |
mother fucker!! i am a;kljfd;lkasjdf;laksjdf.. has this ever happened to you.. you try to help other people with their stuff.. then theres a time that comes up when you cant figure out how to help them then they get fucking pissed at you for it!! WTF.. then when you need help.. theres NOBODY there for you..
blehh
holy crap.. 5 people just signed on at the same time. i just got done eating dinner.. we had general tso's chicken.. it was yums. dude, the lady infront of me at safe a way was taking forever!! SHE WAS TRYING EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THINGER!! i was like.. DAMN HOMIE JUST EAT ALL THEIR FOOD FOR FREEE.. the lady helping her could tell i was getting annoyed cuz it was taking foreverrrrrrrrrrrr plus im an impatient person =) anyways.. and now theres something stuck in my throat and i cant stop coughing. damn! its raining!! i hate the rain!! the reason for my subject line.. because.. my room.. there was only one light bulb in the thinger, yeah theres supposed to be 2, but one of them burned out like 5 months ago and my dad finally found a light bulb that fit the shitter. so now my room is much brighter =) yeah nigga.. i can do my hw in there now instead of looking at this sexy beast of a moniter. i guess you could say today was a kinda normal boring day. it was an A day today.. so no early release at 1:20 =( i had a math test.. man i hope i aced it cuz i knew what i was doing.. i think? anyways.. we had CLOSED STAR which was GAY GAY GAY GAY yeah i dont like being stuck in my math class cuz i dont really know anyone in that class. after math was history, it was alright in that class.. mr.guthrie's class usually isnt boring.. it just is when im tired/sleepy. for lunch, i went out with mira, monica, kim, and tenzin. we went to mickey d's.. yeah nigga.. i hadnt really had mickey d's food in a while.. just dippys cuz those rock. we ate in the car on the way back to school.. we got back at like.. 12:30. time flies when you're not stuck at school for a 50 minute period lunch time!!! well next was internet html.. we watched a movie.. i wasnt really paying attention cuz i sit in the way back corner.. yup. after that he was just 70 minutes of NOTHING i just sat there listening to john mayer and clothes shopping online while messing around with kyles head. after school phil gave me a ride home, i guess he's gonna be giving me like a ride home this whole week (even though its only 3 more days cuz we have a 4 day weekend coming up) cuz i'm giving him GAS MONEYYY.. yeah. we dropped by pat's house for a bit but not for long cuz pat had to be back at the school by 3 for a football game. while we were at pat's house phil gave me his chem shit so i could know what i was doing, thanks dude. after coming home.. i just looked at more stuff online.. and actually started my homework. i read like 44 pages of the scarlet letter and did the study guide questions =) yeah nigga im a good student... now i gotta do the seed paper and 2 poems, then the chem graphs and shit like that. well its only 7 but i wanna finish my hw early so i wont have to start stressin about what time i finish all my hw. so im gonna get back to doing homework now.
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| 10.05.03 (1:15 am) [edit] |
random thought (sunday night)
hrmm.. i know that people my age or just any age can "fall in love".. but i don't really get it sometimes.. cuz some people say "i love you" like right after they become bf/gf.. is that true love??
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oh what a night...
saturday
i went to Red Robins today with Paolo and them all. after that we went to the blanchet homecoming dance.. yeahh nigga.. it was aiight. they marked my fucking hand!!!
so many people.. so much body heat.. :evil: i mostly hung out with paolo, matt and some other dudes. cuz i didn't really know anyone there. it was cool seeing andrew and them all again i saw bryan w. back from st.luke days.. yeah he didn't really recognize me :lol: it took him a minute or two.. but he was just like HEYY yeah i still dont think he knew it was me. we took a group picture.. a huge minority group :lol: it was cool. after the dance.. we were going to bubble tea. yup i wont get into detail.. but all i will say is that im still shaken up with the whole thing and am still shaking.. =/ evil evil evil.. roar. but afterwards we went to yunnies and then home.. so here i ammm .. thanks kuya paolo =)
me & ek
becky, emily, ek, me
the guys
becky, emily, ek, me, paolo, kevin, eric, albert
becky & ek
some guy & some other dude
a kitty we found.. then the guys seasoned it with salt/pepper/ and the RR fry stuff
paolo& albert
the same dude & eric
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| Mama Always Told Me To "Be Carefull Who I Love" |
| 10.02.03 (10:30 pm) [edit] |
(10/3) MAN THE MORE I THINK ABOUT TOMORROW.. I GET SO FUCKING EXCITEDDDDDD
added on.. i just realized that.. that one family up in kent that got killed.. with the little 7 year old that got stabbed in the stomach.. my parents knew them =/
october 2nd, 2003
Aaliyah- Four Page Letter
she's so prettyyy... and talented too :lol:
that line is true (the subject linee doy!) :oops:
last night, i guess my mom heard me crying :( cuz i guess everything that's been going on has been hard for me to kinda deal with. ya know? but that's ok cuz im better now. so she jumped in my bed with me and we just talked.. til like 1. it was a good talk =) just about the little things. and how if i did move to california with my aunt and uncle, she wouldn't want me to get "involved" with guys. :? i dunno, she knows im close with a lot of guys.. thats all :) but anyways, after that she had told me that after my dad and her had gotten married, they had gone to a fortune teller to see what their future would be like, i guess?.. and yeah the fortune teller told my parents that they were gonna have a son(teddy) and a daughter(me). the only thing they said about me was that i was gonna have a hard love life before i got married. after she had told me that the tears just CAME.. and it never stopped.. til i went to sleep. then i realized why she had always told me she never wanted me to "get involved" with guys.. =/ which made it worse.. cuz yeah. my past love life with guys have been kinda iffy. but anyways.. then i fell asleep and woke up at like 5:45 cuz my alarm went off, cuz my alarm is so loud it woke my mom up too so she came back into my room and talked to me some more til about 6:30. after that i went to go shower and get ready for school and all that stuff. pat came and picked me up like the usual around 7:30 and went to school. i was so effing tired man.. i usually sleep at 11-6:30 ish and last night was only 5 hours =/ chem was so boring, all we did was a lab which confused the hell out of me. then during english, there was a discussion.. which took up like an hour and i was half sleep during the whole effing thing. spanish was boring like always.. =/ bleh. after school andrew gave me, kim and christine a ride home.. cuz yeah. after i got home i just.. chilled by myself.. the usual.. ate food.. danced.. sang.. etc. then i took a nice long nap.. woke up and did homeworkkkk.. yeah nigggaaa.. kk talk time..
(10/3)
little did i know that the last time i had hella fun with you might possibly be the last
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| 10.01.03 (5:23 pm) [edit] |
i hate me :? whenever i have something great.. i find a way to screw it up somehow :( or just make it not wanna deal with me anymore.. and i hate thinking that. i dont know whats wrong with me. it wasn't so great.. but now i just feel like you hate me :(
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added october 2nd
 i want that phone.. but it has no camera.. oh well i still want it =)
$199.99 =/
i luh my mommy
from tiff's friend melissa's tblog
Killin Time.:Survey:. 10/2/03
mood: singing mood
music: usher- nice and slow ;)
taste: these asian crackers i just ate
hair: down.. look at the blurry picture.. thast me today =)
dress: jeans and a polo
annoyance: nothing
smell: my hair
game: none
thing I ought to be doing: homework
windows open: just internet explorer and winamp
desktop picture: a sunset .. cuz sunsets are so pretty and cool
favourite artist: none
favorite group: none
book: the scarlet letter.. THOU IST ART.. WTF?! i no like that book
cds in stereo: burned cd
colour of nails: clear?
refreshment: sunny d
worry: a lot of things
crush: .....
favorite celeb: jennifer anniston, colin farrell, brad pitt
wish: to be truly happy
hate: nobody
Today Have I ..
Smiled?: yes
Laughed?: at andrew
Cried?: yes
Bought something?: food
Were sarcastic?: of course
Talked to an ex?: ......
Watched your favorite movie?: nope
A Last time for everything.......
Last book you read: harry potter?
Last movie you saw: "Cradle 2 the Grave"
Last song you heard: eric benett & Tamia- spend my life
Last thing you had to drink: sunny d
Last time you showered: today in the morning
Last thing you ate: asian crackers?
I....
i see - the screen
i find - nothing i want
i want - to be truly happy, and make the right decisions in life
i have - boobies? i have a lot of things
i wish - i could do anything i wanted to do with everyone still being happy with me
i hate - nothing/no one
i miss - a lot of things.. =/
i fear - being lonely
i feel - ok?
i hear - music/me singing
i smell - nothing
i crave - for RED ROBINS
i search - for happiness, "true love"
i wonder - why you smell so bad
i regret - nothing?
i love - my family, God, friends
i ache - nothing?
i long - for love =( and true friends
i care - about everyone?
i always - laugh/smile a lot
i am not - hot
i believe - in God
i have faith - in God
i cringe - i dunno?
i dance - uhh a lot.. i can dance all night long
i sing - everyday
i cry - too much but i cry for a reason
i succeed - when i really actually try
i fail - i dunno
i fight - with my brother
i write - bubbly
i give - anything to be a better person
i win - when i try my hardest
i lose - when i get pissed off
i never - want to lose people
i confuse - easily
i listen - to music
i can usually be found - at home/school/out
i am - quiet but i can be loud
i am scared - about everything
i hope - my future is great
i expect - everything to be OK
i need - a lot of things =/
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